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Friday, 18 December 2009

Philipianns 2

1-11
Is there any encouragement for belonging to Chirst? Any comfort for his love? Any fellowship together in Sprit? Are your hearts tender and compassionate? Then make me truly happy by agreeing wholeheartedly with each other, loving one another and working together one mind and one purpose. Don't be selfish; don't try to impress other. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves. Don't look out only for your own intersets, but take an interest in others too.
Thouh he was God, he did not hink of equality with God as something to cling to. Instead he gave up his divine privilegase he took the humlbe postions of a slave and was born as a human being. When he appreared to human form., he humbled himself in obedience to God and dided a criminal's death on a cross. Therefore, God, elevated him to the plase of highest honor and gave him the mane above all names, that at the name of Jesuse every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ in Lord, to the glory of God the Father.
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Do everything without complaining and arguing, so that no one can critize you. Live clean, innocent lives as children of God, shinning like bright lights in a world full of crooded and perverse people. Hold firly ro the world of life, then, ond day Christ's return, I will be proud that I did not run the race in the vain and that work was no useless. But I will rejoive even if I lose my life, pouring it out like a liquid offering to God, just like your fatihful service is an offering to God. And I want all you to share that joy. Yes you should rejoice, and I will share your joy.

Thursday, 17 December 2009

now! I am a year older!

These are the things that I decided I have come to a conclusion now that I am year older:
1. Decided to forgive my self. There is nothing that I can change about my past but I can change my future. Though there are issues that I have no control over but I can forgive my self for it.
2. Decided that I am not going to be harsh to judge others. We are not all perfect. We all fall short but just because I don't agree or dislike in some one doesn't mean I should be the first one to throw the first stone. If I was so perfect then why would I need Jesus to die for me.
3. Decided to forgive people. What ever they may do to me it is whatever. Shouldn't worry what can kill the body what can kill the should.
3. Decided to bite the bullet and quite smoking cold turkey. Ah it is going to be so tuff but will power is stronger then any thing drug.
4. Decided to love. Going to love my family more. Give them kisses and hugs every time i see them. I am going to love all people no matter what they may do or what they might of done. Every one needs a second chance. There is hope for this world.
5. Decided to be sweeter to people. Don't get me wrong attitude will come when it is needed. Only when it is needed.
5. Decided not to care what other think. They aren't living my life why should I care what they say or what they think about me. It is my life! If they think they can live it better go for it.
6. Decided that I can not change this world. The only thing I can do is guide the future in the right direction when it is needed. I can only change my self and that is what I am going to do.
7. Decided that I don't need men to Complete me. Don't get me wrong I applaud those who truly like who they are with. As for me I don't needed some one to complete me. Happiness comes with being happy with your self then you can be happy with some one else. I have been taking care of me for this long. I really like it.
8. Decided that I am going to bear my cross with pride. Christianity is a higher calling for me. That is what I am truly going to school for and have a side line. That is who I love the most in this world and that is who I am going to be more like. I love him! Can't help it!
9. Decided to be more lady like. There is going to no more fowl language out this mouth. There is a self standard I have to hold my self to. Respect comes by speaking up and saying "Hey I don't like this conversion can we please tune in to a more respectful conversation".
10. Decided to let people know that I am smart and have a good head on my shoulder. Very logic and level head. I do get upset over stupid stuff but I know it is stupid so I get over it. In tune with my emotions.
11. Decided to live a heather life. What is good for the soul is good for the body.

Sunday, 13 December 2009

SUNSHINE

Wasn't looking but it came. Wasn't trying but it fought to survive barriers. Wasn't going to but here I am waiting. It is so silly to me but yet there is a lot care with it. My head rest upon something that I can let my guard down. The faults on one is the same as the other. There is a real sense of security with it. The plus is even when the truth hurts it is said any ways. That is all that you can ask for.

Saturday, 12 December 2009

Sounds of life

People are just the most fascinating creatures here on earth. There more fascinating then some undiscovered species in a far away country. We can create books that can explain human existence, take us to another place in time, or even tell us about a fictional story. It is the most fascinating thing that we can explain are minds beyond our normal level of thinking just by experiencing new things.
So as another human being, I have learn to listen to what is around. There are sounds of life that are always around me but most the time it best to turn a deaf ear. Though there is times that this human being is angered about the stupidity that is around me some times. There is times when my tongue is held back but my facial expression tells it all. So in the mist of loud annoying conversations there is silence form my lips.
There are to many people that talking at once but no one is listing to the words that are coming out each other mouth. There is the word "I" and the belittling of other people for the self social statues. These come in jokes or the simple fact that they wanna push other people envelopes to gain group approval or self approval. Just prove that they are "alpha male". What they don't realize it is that it only proves that they their stupid.
When another person is billeting another it just seems that they insecure about them selves. The other person has qualities that other person is jealous for. Form this stand point a smarter person my intimidated some one who is stronger. Then you have girls who are jealous of other girls. You don't know that person so jump to assume this or that of her. This all just for self gain of some sort.
Don't get me wrong though. Their are a few people who's mental status can be question despite.
Then there is the other part of human existence that make you wonder what kind of generation is going to control the world soon. It some thing that is make you cringe when you see it going on. It is the thing that you stand back on watch it domino then watch it try to correct it's self.
As for this human being on this plant called Earth, it is whatever. Life is full of ups and downs. People are going to say what ever they want to to about me but it is always those "who think they know me", It is most of the time some silly little boys/girls who runs her mouth to much. What else could you expect out of silly little boys/girls who back stab each other? Some times it is silly little boys who believe what ever rumors they can get there hands on. For a person to know the truth is to know the truth.
"There are a few who know a person. Then there are a few who think they know a person.
Fools spend there time thinking and not finding out for them selves."

Saturday, 28 November 2009

You thinnk this blog is about you don't you

I wish I knew what was going threw your head when you are thinking. I just have no clue some times. I believe your crazy. Really and truly you are! In this game of life you try to play your cards right. Bravo to you. Lets just give you what you think you deserve. Let's all do like you do and cut throat when ever we can. Let us all bow down and kiss your ass. In fact I will sing you a song "Good god you are coming with reasons. Good God your dragging it out. Good god your its the changing of the season",... "Your such a f****g hyporcite. Maybe crazy isn't the word for you though. Complete physco is the the word. That would flatter your game to much to know that I think your a physco. It would ruinen your card game. Your a sad sad person. You have nothing better in life then to just slash people when you get a chance. Now every one has figure out your game, no one likes . You have no bullets so put your gun away and stop trying to shoot threw the bushes.